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Fri, Oct. 6th, 2006, 01:36 am

im a fucking mess right now and i dunno why :(

Wed, Sep. 13th, 2006, 10:51 pm

so its been since may that i wrote in here...

i have the most wonderfulest boyfriend in the world. and i have 2 dozen pretty pink flowers from that boyfriend. and i have butterflies from him too. :) he makes me happy

Tue, May. 23rd, 2006, 08:02 pm

i need out.

and as soon as i can figure out where to go and how to do it, you bet your ass i will be.

Tue, Apr. 18th, 2006, 07:34 pm
livejournal is no longer cool....

so myspace has taken the place of livejournal...poor thing.

i do not update much, mostly because anything id have to say i probably shouldnt be saying on here because people would read it and get pissed off...

well i finished my class at oakland today, woo hoo. got a few more weeks of macomb tho, and undecided on whether to take summer classes or not. i didnt want to b/c i figured i would miss tuesday *bdubs* and thursday *hayloft* but then i realized this summer is gonna prolly be pretty lame.

everyone has a boyfriend, so i am the single friend. so i guess i should have something to do for myself this summer.

ummmmmmmmm other than that....my job blows. school is not cool. but i am tan! and i did get a gym membership! and i bought a bunch of new clothes! and my hair is short and blonde! and i rearranged my room! ya always gotta keep changing something in life or ya just get bored

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Sat, Mar. 25th, 2006, 09:04 am
realizations....

+i have had my livejournal for over 5 years now. February 7, 2002...thats crazy in itself, my life has changed in crazy ways over 5 years, and all of you can see that
+sometimes you should thank god for unanswered prayers...yesterday i was thinking about something that i use to want so badly and realizing that im really glad i never ended up getting it
+relationships and friendships should never ever be selfish. you should never expect the other person to buy you things, or do things for you. the point of relationships is to be happy with each other, while still having your own other lives. dont hold someone back from other aspects of their lives, dont be mad at them for not spending every second with them, dont be mad because they spend money on themselves...c'mon how damn selfish is that
+being honest is a good thing, but someones people cannot handle the truth, so in all honestly, hiding things and lying may sometimes be the key to not causing problems
+some people are so god damn stubborn and will not listen to any point of view other than their own
+however, some people are amazing and when they know how much they want something, they do what they can to get it

well ive realized alot more things, but its prolly time for me to go to tutoring <3

Sat, Feb. 18th, 2006, 12:13 pm
stole this from lauren's myspace....

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.

When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.

He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.

Of course, the sand filled up everything else.

He asked once more if the jar was full.

The students responded with a unanimous . . . "yes."

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand.

The students laughed.

" Now," . . said the professor, as the laughter subsided . .

"I want you to recognize t hat this jar represents your life.

The golf balls are the important things . . . God, family, children,
health, friends, and favorite passions . . . things that if everything
else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else . . . the small stuff."

"If you put the sand into the jar first," . . he continued . . . "
there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.

The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
you will never have room for the things that are important to you."

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented. The professor smiled

"I'm glad you asked . . . it just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem . there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

Sun, Feb. 12th, 2006, 09:55 pm
finally something to talk about....

This weekend was WONDERFUL! :)

It started off wonderfully on Thursday. I had class at 8 am which does suck, but my 10 am class was just an exam that I got done in like a half hour. Then, Sam and Sam lol both Sam's and I went and got pedicures. They look so cute! Then we went to my favorite place ever - Mongolian BBQ! Then Sami and I went shopping and checked out some gym stuff because we want to join one. Then I just kind of hung out at home, watched some Gilmore Girls and what not.
Friday, I worked til 4 and then rushed home to get ready and go to STATE! I got there around 6:30ish and we ate and drank and went to some frat. It was wonderful, I got to see my fav's, Kara, Nicole, and Danny and even meet some new people. Then we passed out around 3 and did not wake up until 4 pm Saturday. God did that feel wonderful. Blowing a whole day sleeping off a hangover :) Then ate some icky chinese food, got ready, drank again and off to Robin's birthday party! Where we drank even more. God I miss college life. Then we crashed around 4, after eating pizza. And I came home today to work.

I really need a break like this. It was wondeful. And now I just feel so relaxed and not soo depressed and upset as I have been. So thank you Kara because you fricken rock and you made my weekend rock too! ;)

Mon, Feb. 6th, 2006, 01:16 am
i am psychotic

season 5 of gilmore girls is over. i cried. i need to see season 6.

life is kinda eh right now. not liking my job a whole lot, not sure what the hell im doin in school, and valentines day is in about a week and i have no plans whatsoever.

ugh. im sick of this life. i wanna trade it in and get a new one. i have been extremely pathetic. ive been watchin this damn show in place of anything else. i have no boyfriend and all of my friends do which makes things kinda crappy. i spend every tuesday, thursday, and saturday completely alone, unless i go to dinner with my mom. i dunno. kind of depressing.

my favorite phrase. i quit. what? i dunno, but i do.

Sat, Jan. 21st, 2006, 11:16 pm
hmm...

new icon :)
also new myspace pics :)
rearranged my room a lil bit :)
trying to come up with ideas of a new job :( any ideas?
enjoying the pink n blackness of my room :)
loving my fat cats :)
being 20, and not feelin ne different than 19 :(
just got done doing homework, due at midnite saturday :(
not having to go to that class on thursdays :)

so yea life has its :( and :) but as you can see, the :) are currently outweighing the :( so we're all good. :) lol yea i wanted to update, didnt know what to say.

havent been doin a whole lot. work and school and watching gilmore girls. and its sad that watching a television program has probably occupied as much of my time as work and school do. but im only on season 3 so i got 3 season to go thru. i must say i absolutely adore them. and i wanna be a gilmore girl. i already find myself being more like them lol. i mean ive always had a sarcastic sense of humor, but its showing thru much more. it makes me feel more intelligent watching it do. how many television shows do that? huh? huh? huh?

well, im off to find some sort of chocolatey, brownie, ice cream, cookie, anything that i can find to nibble on b/c i want dessert!

Tue, Jan. 10th, 2006, 10:32 am
quick update...

+my birthday is tomorrow!! the big 2-0 lol but birthday festivities begin today :-D

+sami bought me a tiffany's ring. now i am the proud owner of 2 pieces of tiffanys

+i finally got thru season 1 of gilmore girls, 4 to go.

+i start classes at macomb on thursday, eh not dreading this semester too
much so far

+i just had an actual 20 minute long conversation with my dad. go me.

+i now have blond highlights

+the sun is shinning. wooo hoo!!!

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